Saturday, February 13, 2021

Miss Bear

Neighbor friends took home their new puppy, Miss Bear, on May 7, 2017, Pabu's birthday. Here I am with her at 10 weeks old, complete with fuzzy puppy belly, exploring the world with her mouth, and very soft paws. So new to the world and growing fast. She has three children to grow up with and take care of each other. A real treat to cuddle a puppy that day almost 4 years ago.


Last Day Age 56












Pelican commuters fly 
South to their night homes 
Flock after flock 10, 21, 45, 100’s, 1,000+? 

Mostly flapping, often soaring 
Elegant and efficient flyers Pterodactyl heads 
Maneuvering like boat rudders 
Do they have relatives in the flocks I watched for decades
At the tip of Baja California by El Tule arroyo? 

I think of the pelicans of Bahia de Los Angeles 
Lined up on the morning shore of an island 
Webbed feet inches from the water 
Each with equal elbow room between its neighbors 
Watching me motor by in a small boat  
Their heads one by one tracking me 
Wondering if I have any fish for them 
Or thinking ancient dinosaur thoughts? 

A single pelican does a 180 back to the north 
Flying against the flocks all headed south 
Maybe wanting another fish meal before dark?
Or searching for a flock mate? 
Wanting to be Johnathon Livingston seagull 
Doing something different? 

Below the pelicans inches from the ocean 
Wave after wave of tiny seabird flocks 
Pointy small beaks, short necks 
Fast and frantic flappity flapping 
Tiny black mysterious outlines with the setting Sun behind 

I wait for the green flash as the Sun sets 
Sea lions talking all at once 
Barking about their day 
Barking about the coming night 
Bark, bark, bark and bark some more 

Mist begins to rise from the shore 
No more flashing Sun from house windows 
On the Santa Lucia Mountains behind us 
Point Sur Rock miles away blends into the darkening mountains 

 ** 

Time see-saws back and forth 
I pick out in the last light 
Layers of sediments along a trail 
Sand, smooth river rocks, clay dust, and gravel 
Once all above in the mountains 55 Million years ago 

I look for sea otters 
Curling into the kelp for the coming night 
Here for perhaps as long as 65 million years 

A gray hard rock under my feet was once 
Orange red bright like the setting Sun 
Plumes of magma rising to the surface 80 million years ago 

The bell tolls at the Carmel Mission 
A wavering sound bounced between sea and shifting air 
Only since June 3, 1770 

Hearing tourists speaking languages from around the world 
Echos of the long gone otter hunters and whalers 
All seeking the California Dream 

 ** 

Why have I never been here before? 
This place til today was always a whiz-by 
Blasting by in a car to somewhere else 

We humans wait silently in small groups or alone 
Socially distanced, Bat Flu masks at the ready 
Staring in the chill at the setting Sun

The Sun sinks below the Pacific Ocean 
Time stands still 
This day here and now 

One last solar flare 
At the Sun's 11 o’clock edge 
A blast of solar wind 
Silently racing somewhere 

The last pelican commuters fly by fast 
Their mysterious tiny seabird shadows far below 
Racing to night roosts 

The waxing gibbous Moon rises behind the mountains 
A ghostly white turns bright yellow 
I pick out the Sea of Tranquility 
Remembering finding it with my Dad 
Through branches of an old walnut orchard tree 
The night Neil and Buzz slept there July 21, 1969 

I spread out my arms wide 
Fingertips touching the Moon and the fading dusk 

Point Lobos 
Sea Lion Cove 
Alta California